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Ironically, everyone thinks that their absence does not affect me. I suppose I do give off a rather detached and apathetic vibe, but the funny thing about apathy is that it isn’t real. Everyone cares; they just don’t want you to know that. Or maybe I care too much, and I assume that everyone else cares less than me, so I pretend to be apathetic. Either way, my apathy isn’t real.
The funny thing about apathy |c.o.| (via papercuts)

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[On Captain America] “I think he still hasn’t quite found his footing. But I think they do a good job of making him care about things. If you show that he has something that can touch his heart, if you see where he emotes, even if it’s privately, you see he’s affected by love in some capacity, whether it’s the love of a woman or a friend or a responsibility. He believes in something and loves something and he’s affected by it. And so when you see him in that pain or show that compassion, I think that’s what humanizes him and makes him interesting.” Chris Evans photographed by Mario Sorrenti for W Magazine, October 2016.

Sometimes we lose people who meant the world to us and we fall apart on the bedroom floor with our phone in our hands thinking they’re going to call us back saying, “please forgive me, it was a mistake, I need you, I need us.” And you won’t accept that they’re gone for good even when you’ve curled up on the ground so long that you can’t feel your spine and you think they sucked the life out of you when they called you 5 hours earlier and said “I am meant for something more than this.” You blame yourself because you still see the world in them. You hate yourself for thinking you could’ve waited for them that one time at 4 in the morning when they got wasted and needed to lie down in your bathroom until your parents woke up but you scolded them out of your house and sent them home. You loved them, you still love them, even if they don’t love you anymore. But you can’t hate people that stop loving you, even if you want to. Because your world may have stopped spinning but the rest of us are still hanging on. And you’ll look back one day, even if it takes two years, and know why it had to happen. That they left you for nothing more than wanting more out of themselves and you allowed them to do so. Maybe they didn’t come back to you, but what you know now is that not everyone has to. You think a broken heart is going to kill you when it happens. Sometimes it takes having your heart broken to realize that you deserve better.
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 "not everyone you lose is a loss" (via hopefor-thehopeless)
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